I'm in tears. :( I bet, you can feel that. I actually have lots of friends to open up to, but I feel like I just can't do it that way. I'm either lost or in a state of confusion. I'm still reminiscing the things we used to do together. You know what, I acted like I don't really care, that everything's okay. But it's really bugging me now. :(
For 35 months, I never thought that we would end up like this. That he wouldn't even bother to listen to me. That he wouldn't even care whether the story/ message is true. I felt like I've never been trusted by him. I felt betrayed. :( What's wrong with him? It seems like he don't know me at all. It seems that there was nothing between us before. :( I really feel bad about it. :( I'm bursting out in tears.
